ΨPandemoniumΨ

Life is too frustrating, too tiring, too sickening...
"I'm so tired of being here"
"Anything is better than to be alone"
"We're supposed to try and be real. And I feel alone. We are not together. And that is real."
Evanescence.
I want to be evanescent.
I'm thinking about pesticide, bleach, anything poison.
I'm thinking about cutter and blood.
I'm thinking about hiding in my own room or the toilet.
I'm thinking everything but happiness.
Somebody help me....
I want someone helping me...
Someone help getting me out here...
Someone help killing me...
I'm so sick...
I'm so tired...
I'm so frustrated...
Life is so painful...
Love is so disgusting...
Someone get me out...
Please et me go...
I'm begging you...
Please...