2009-08-21 Fri 12:04
A new day come...
I wish it's not coming...
Don't want to face the world anymore...
It's so tiring to live alone...
People told me that I was the one who isolated myself from the others but is it true?
Whenever I asked for help, they just abandoned me, denying my feeling, leaving me behind...
My family, my friends, everyone...
Maybe I'm really such a bitch whom no one want to save. Maybe I'm really too annoying. Who knows.
When I hear them being happy without me, I ask myself why I keep living then?
I believe that life has no meaning at all, so we just need to search for the pleasure. So why am I still staying with so much pain?
I hate myself being weak but, unfortunately, I am, physically and mentally.
Let me die, please! I'm begging you, my God, kill me! I just don't want to do it myself...
Please, someone help me, help me to die...Please, I'm begging you...
My back is getting more and more painful.
My job is so much in trouble.
I don't want to face the reality anymore.
I want my salvation...
When can I be unchained?
It's not raining as I thought, the sun shines over me, drags me out from my imaginary.
But I'm frustrated. I'm tired. I'm sick of everything...
Somebody come kill me, please, it hurts...Life hurts...
The Swan Song Within Temptation
Winter has come for me
Can't carry on
The chains to my life are strong,
but soon they'll be gone
I'll spread my wings one more time
Is it a dream?
All the ones I have loved,
calling out my name
The sun warms my face
All the days of my life,
I see them passing me by
In my heart I know
I can let go
In the end I'll find
some peace inside
New wings are growing tonight
As I am soaring,
I'm one with the wind
I am longing to see you again
It's been so long
We will be together again
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